Today I am negative. I feel hopeless and angry. Binging and drinking sound wonderful right now. I have all these plans to implement steps for recovery... tomorrow. Starting now would be ideal, but I am exhausted. It is not going to happen tonight. What can I do tonight?
I feel like this quote has gained such popularity it is cliche is the recovery world. One of those, easier-said-the-done-bullshit things. Tonight I will try to utilize this quote. I cannot just wait for all these scary, painful moments to pass. I need to deal with them, to dive into them, and to make the best of them. Tonight I am overwhelmed with things tasks. The tasks are not too plentiful, but the nature of the tasks scare me and leaving my feeling like a piece of worthless shit. This is what I shall do:
Tonight my motto is to just cope with this moment. This one right here.
